Monday, July 2, 2012

“Match curiosity and enthusiasm with thoughtfulness and courage and you’re unstoppable”


{This quote from Michael Rohd has epic implications and has personally inspired me.  For one, if we are not curious enough about the other than we’ll only know ourselves.  In addition, we have to be thoughtful or careful in how we approach the other (just as we must learn culture norms when we go to another country).  Yet we must be passionate about breaking down barriers and set goals for ourselves as we venture into the unknown.}

This blog is a mish-mash of ideas that have been bouncing around my head since the Sojourn Institute in Chicago.  I’ll start with the basics so that we’re all on the same page:

Working Definitions
Devising = a way of putting together exercises (dramatic or otherwise) in order generate material
Devising can be both civic practice and process to production, or process to production within civic practice.

Process to production = putting on a show

We talked a lot about civic practice.   {Civic Practice is defined as a process of relationship-based dialogue to listen and find a way for assets to meet the needs.}

We also talked about how we have assets as artists to bring to the table (the business meeting or conversation with non-arts partners).  Assets of the artist = text analysis, receiving information, making choices about that information, getting everyone on the same page, making moments that are useful, Setting the expectations of the room, understanding when the body can be used to push the mind and vice versa, willingness to suspend disbelief.

            Here’s an example of a group of devising exercises that were used as a topical dialogue: We started by three or five chairs and, at the same time, filled the chairs (or used them) to present individual artistic offerings based on the word “listening.”  We moved forward by setting up 3 rows of 7 chairs.  We all participated.  In a couple different variations of the same exercises, we walked in individually and began to interact with the others in the chairs around this theme again.  It was almost like a scene.  We then were allowed to take a movement someone else created and walk in with a partner and re-create that piece.  My partner and I chose the simple act of giving someone a back massage.  Then we told stories about successful listening to our partners.  Eventually we all sat in a circle and finished the “I know listening…” about some of the things we learned through the interactive pieces.

            Another thing we did was to explore the challenges of conversations within civic practice.  We were able to explore arts partnerships by acting them out.  To do this we had to suspend reality for a moment research arts partners and have one actor from our group play that partner.  We further explored relationships and struggles of this person by doing a group improvisation based on the information he/she gave us in a 60 second monologue.

Light bulb moments: What I learned
            These things expanded my idea of what was possible!  You don’t just have to do a play. When one is commissioned by a non-arts organization, the end result does not always have to be a play.  While putting on “Our Town” may be great, my soul yearns to actually fill a need. It can simply be an idea.  It could be a game, like the game board Michael’s colleague put together for the show Built!  
            Not only that but that I (little pea-sized brain I) have the ability to imagine those things.  Like I said earlier, I learned that I do have assets I can bring to the table! 
            For my whole life I thought things I cared about had to be chosen between or even pitted against like two competing boxers in a ring.  Yet, for example, I learned story and the abstract can work cohesively together.  It all depends upon what you are trying to achieve.  There are many more things I care about that suddenly came together for me in one collective collage of ideas.
            I was challenged.  I was forced to ask myself: can I actually function in an ensemble or will I just be that girl who goes along with everyone else’s ideas?  It was difficult and also exciting to recognize I need to jump in more and not be afraid of failing.  Michael said it thus: “make and sell your own material so it won’t just supplement others work but create your work within an ensemble.”  Basically, you are responsible for moving the things that are the most important to your forward.
            Passion was re-awakened in me.  Why am I drawn to this work?  I had a lot of those “oh, yeah” moments.  Like while I was doing a scene with a girl working through problems of listening related specifically to our field and one question Michael asked changed my whole perspective on the person I was playing and suddenly I realized I was stereotyping her. 
            Devising is a movement about movement and movement makes me tick.  There was a point where we were devising and Michael said, “Lets not talk so much about it but just see where our bodies take us.”  My heart leapt inside me.  It’s a dream come true!  Working with non-artists (mostly school teachers) I felt compelled even once also to simply say, when they asked me what I wanted to do, “I don’t know.  Let’s just try it and see what I naturally do.” 
            I had this epiphany moment that the reason why I respond to this kind of work is that movement is about intuition.  It gets me out of my head.  Suddenly I can be!  This is my “method” to acting.  I want to explore it’s potential.
            It’s about asking questions and listening.  Michael’s approach to what he does is a very humble one.  He has mastered the art of asking questions and actually listening.  He spent a lot of time teaching that.
            It’s about translation.  Because the nature of this work is constantly changing--we are constantly growing and learning by listening to other collaborators—we need to learn how to define what we do.  Not only that but, we need to learn how to translate to people who are non-artists what an art project looks like.  I love translation.  That’s what I love Spanish.  Helping someone understand something better is so cool.
            All of this has got me thinking about individuality and where we as individuals fit into collective communities.  How do we contribute to that community and let that community contribute to us?  There is so much I can say on this so I will just leave it with that.
            I think Michael’s quote from an article he wrote perfectly sums up why I love the process of collaborating with others in the structure of an ensemble.  I don’t think I’m the only voice.  “So why do it? Because though there is power in the expression of singular voices and visions, I find the world far too complex to wrestle with and articulate the matters I want to explore without the collision of other brains, hearts, and experiences. Investigations I undertake alone yield discoveries far less satisfying than what my explorations with others reveal” (The Pew Center for Arts and Heritage).

Re-imagining

Before I came to this workshop I thought I had a pretty good handle on Michael’s methods.  I knew there were a couple things I did not quite understand but I wanted to know more.  I came to discover that everything I had previously imagined that this work could be was so small.

In my mind, everything was process to production.  Even future projects dreamt in my mind that I labeled the goal as being dialogue, the goal was to put on a show.  I imagined that as a facilitator the discussion and where it went was in my hand.  I cringed at the thought of dissimilar minded people working in the same ensemble as me because I imagined this kind of work, though dialogue was involved, was primarily for social advocacy and leaned towards a particular agenda.

When I came to this workshop, however, I was struck by how pure one’s motives can actually be.  I was amazed that when we ask arts partners what they need, that the automatic response is not a play.  I was stupefied by the fact that I could imagine much more than a play to meet that need.  I was blown away when our group, as completely unalike as we were, came under the same roof and created something beautiful, powerful, and moving together in a kaleidoscope of ideas conjoining on truth that comes through relationship.