I know what you’re thinking. I know, I know.
I should have watched the movie ages ago. The truth is I kept putting it off because I knew I would be
a weeping mess. Guess what? I was a weeping mess. It was a good weeping mess though, the
kind where you get most of your thinking done.
The
writing was so full of symbolism that I felt like I was in a Shakespearean
play. I love stories with things
that mean multiple things. For
example, the writer cleverly chose his hysterical dog to represent the main
character. The dog obviously does
not speak and is multiple times overlooked. However he plays a very important role. Even the physical proximity of the dog
to him in each scene is telling of his emotional state. When he strokes his dog it is almost as
if he is stroking his own ego.
The
artistry of the film itself goes without saying. Perhaps my favorite scene is when George notices things
making noise in his dressing room for the first time and how much it jolts him. The fact that the scene where he leaves
the studio is filmed on a staircase with her above him is just one of the many
brilliant shots the cinematographer carefully portrayed. She was above him, moving up in this
fast paced business while he was moving down, on his way out.
The
healthy emotional perspective behind the film goes without saying (but I’ll say
it anyway). The past does need to
be let go and sometimes we need to swallow our pride. However, the past should be recognized as important as it
paved the way to the future.
The
most interesting thing to me was George’s tragic flaw. It was fascinating to watch his
downward spiral. He loved himself but
that very love of himself made him loathe himself. He desperately needed for the world to love him but in this
new world he felt like the one-trick pony whose trick was outdated. He lived as a victim.
It
is definitely true of artists to be so driven by their own egos that they
cannot move forward. This hit home
for me. A friend of mine explained
to me that I’m all or nothing.
Either I love myself because I am adored or I hate myself because I am
not.
George
also let his marriage dissolve because he is so focused on himself and his own
problems. Like him, I have the
tendency to take people for granted who want to love me because I’m so concerned
with being adored by the world.
At
the end of the film I knew that it was aptly named. This film was not just about one man. It was not a historical look at the
emotional trauma caused by the talkies taking over old film-star’s lives. It was about the collective artist or,
to put it another way, every artist.
How should we react in such a quickly growing field?
When
we get disillusioned, we need to re-invent ourselves. We need to start thinking creatively again. We need to start thinking outside of
ourselves. Most importantly we
need to do. Stop living in the past. Start living now.
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